This.

This.

This is how I feel right now.

I'm not super elated or excited. I'm not bursting at the seams. I'm just...

My job has been getting me down in the last few months, but I won't write about it here because I'm terrified of the powers that be that will strike me down if I do. My company has an internet policy that reads like a novel, and I'm forced to accept it every time I open my browser at work.

So I'll avoid that topic for now (and perhaps forever) and instead say that I did two 30km rides this week on my bike, and a few shorter ones, and in the last two weeks since I've started riding my bike more often, I've been feeling really: